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- Lose My Breath -

Hello Everyone!!!!

      I hope that you have all been doing well. Yes, it has been quite a long time since I last wrote. Almost four months! I guess I should start with my summer. It was a lot of fun being back home. I took a Criminology and Kaplan course. Basically, I went to school from Monday through Thursday. It was a lot of work but it all paid off. I earned an "A" in my Criminology course and I learned a lot from the Kaplan course about the LSAT. My family and I were able to go to San Francisco after I got out of school. It was sooo much fun! We traveled Fisherman's Warf and went to the ocean. Overall, my summer went by fast but it was a good time.

So... this semester is going well. Definitely a lot going on. I tutor Sociology courses, tutor Logic, teach sixth grade Hebrew and Religious school, Theta, Risk Chair and oh yeah, school. It has been incredibly busy but I have been having a really good time. Rosh Hashannah and Yom Kippur went well. I was able to go home for Yom Kippur and spend time with my family. It was a nice break from work, school and studying for the LSAT. Oh yeah, just took it yesterday!!!  I think that overall, I did really well. I had been studying since May. There was only one section that tripped me up, of    course the stupid Logic Game. We will see in about three weeks.

I suppose that the interesting news has to have been from this past homecoming week. My sorority was paired up with Delta Tau Delta, Sigma Kappa (something) and Farm House. But oh wait it was changed to Phi Tau. The guy who I took to formal last spring, his frat. So, the week went well. Our float was really good. We made it from a scene from Indianna Jones. It had a volcano, a boulder rolling over the BYU Panther, a bridge, a pyramid with all of our letters on it, waterfall and bushes. I hope we won. Anyways, all of us were invited over to the Phi Tau house on Friday night. Well... it was fun. They just got a new puppy and he is HUGE! A mastiff mix something. So, we were all just hanging out and Brian happend to come down stairs. He started talking to me first and gave me a hug. I was impressed with how I handled it. We talked about the past summer and how the semester has been going. Interestingly enough, he said that I should give him a call. I said I did not have his number and he happened to still have my number in his cell phone. Hmmm.... We will see what happens. If anything does, I will definitely give an update. Well... I should go and finsh the tons of reading that I have. I hope that you all have a great week!

love,

molls

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- Just Like You -

Hey guys,

Just realized that it is been awhile since I last wrote. I hope everyone is doing well. I have definitely been preoccupied with studying for finals. I will be glad once it is all over. After Thursday, I am home free!!! Yay! I am definitely looking forward to all of the fun graduation parties this weekend. It will be a good way to unwind from the stressful past few weeks. So far, I think that I have done really well. Yesterday I had THREE finals. It was crazy but it is nice to not have any today. I have a final tomorrow at 9:10am and one Thursday at 9:10am. My reward is seeing Troy on Friday!

So... things did not work out the way that I wanted them to. I am proud to say that I would not change anything and that I learned a lot from the situation. What is the most frustrating part is that I was hurt throughout the whole process. It is hard to stop the feelings that you have for someone from surfacing. Interestingly enough, I saw him two times yesterday. Once in the library and once driving my friend back to her car at night. I hate the fact that he still has an affect on me. I was able to stay composed but my heart started racing and my hands started shaking. I will be glad to be back home for the summer. This way I can really get over him. It really bothers me that guys seem to get over things so much easier and that they do not seem affected by it. I just wish things could have worked out so that it will not be awkward when I see him again. I know that I handled things maturely and if things are awkward it is because he chose not to work things out. I am definitely looking forward to the summer experiences that await me....

Good luck on finals and be safe!

<3

Molls 

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- Somebody Like You

Hey guys!

     I hope that you are all having a great week! I am definitely excited that it is snowing, yay!!! This past week has definitely been busy! Crazy Senior Week is forging ahead. Looking forward to tonight cause it is a special event with the Junior and Senior class, only. Fun secret stuff.... I have a ton to do before finals. Papers, presentation, readings.....yuck!  I am happy to say that I feel as though I have accomplished a lot this week. Preparing for the LSAT, working on readings, papers and having fun with my sisters.

     Now, on to the interesting situation. He called last night!  Yay!! I was definitely pleasantly surprised. We had casual conversation. I think I scared him when I mentioned that I wanted to meet with him to talk, later on this week. I definitely do not feel bad about it because it is good he sweats it out a bit. Especially considering all the drama he put me through. We will be talking on Sunday, after I get off of work. I will finally know what exactly is going on. I am definitely expecting the worst but hoping for the best. I am going to suggest that we go to City Park and talk on the swings. That way it does not seem so intimidating. Cross your fingers for me and have a safe week.

Molls 

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- Stupid

Hey guys!

    Hope that you all had a fabulous weekend! Mine was very relxaxing and fun. It was busy with partying til 3am Friday, SRW (Spring Recruitment Workshop) on Saturday, work on Sunday, and of course some hw. 

I am definitely frustrated. It has been over a week and I still have not heard back from him.  So, I have decided that I am going to be mature and handle it in positive way. I am one of those people who has to have closure. I figured that I will call him today and have a casual conversation . I am going to mention that I would like to meet with him later this week, to clear things up that I am confused on. Hopefully things will go well and I will be able to convey my confusion and that it would be helpful if I knew what his situation is with this girl. Either way, I am going to be honest and admit that I enjoy our conversations and hanging out together. That if what he needs is a friend, I am willing to be there for him. I am definitely going to make it clear that there will be nothing like friends with benefits. That way, I am the mature one and he will either be a jerk or a nice guy about it. It should be interesting to see how things work out.  I am definitely nervous. I just don't want things to be awkward when we run into each other again. Yesterday, I ran into someone from High School and we had been in a similar situation. It was very awkward and I do not want to miss out on what could be an amazing friendship. Whatever happens, I will know that I tried to work things out and that I will regret nothing....  

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Hey everyone!

      I hope that you are having a fabulous week... I love receiving my e-mail subscriptions and learning about all the craziness that everyone has been up to. This past week has been really stressful for me. I had a test on Monday, two papers due today, and my two jobs. I am defnitely glad that the weekend is almost here. I defnitely need some time to clear my head and just hang out. I am excited because I will be seeing 13 Going On 30, Saturday with Monica and Robin. Tonight, it is PARTYING!!! Definitely going to go all out and relieve all the stress that has accumulated. Here is the situation thus far...Last night, Thursday, I talked to Susanne. She is one of my sisters and talks to his little brother. Apparently, the situation has become more complicated then I thought. I can't exactly say except that it appears that he is a lot more serious about this girl then I thought. My issue is that he was not completely honest with me. Had he been, I would not have let things get as far as they have. I feel like he completely led me on. I am confused as to how I should act if he calls me. I think I will let him explain the situation, since he has not had the chance to, and then make a decision on whether to move on or try and work things out. Have to get back to finishing my paper. Be safe and have a great weekend!